Saturday, May 02, 2009
{ Saturday, May 02, 2009 }
So haven`t blogged lately.
Currently having mid years - prelim 1.
Been studying , just only started . ahh ! Stupid me , need to really study damn hard.
Maths is seriously a killer , dont understand anything at all . Dad`s helping me , but it`s gonna be hard learning from him .
Yeah , had our English paper on Wednesday , it was alright able to do it . Thursday didn`t have school for me , yayy ! advantages of being Punjabi ! Friday also no school , labor day. Long weekend for me again ballz.
Well now for my useless
emotional life.
It`s been so long and i still can`t forget a single thing.
Why isit so hard to just let go? You still live inside of me , the only one i love not to forgive.
The times you`ve put tears on my face , i always took you back at the end of the day.
I don`t know how to be strong anymore , i don`t know how to hold back these tears anymore.
I just want to let them all out , but nothing ever seems to come out , nothing seems right anymore ever since that day. Whenever i`m down , i hear you , everything seems alright again , why can`t i remain this strong without you , what have you done to me? What have i ever done to deserve this. Too many tears ; too many lies ; too many
barriers.Heamen - i know you want to be there , i know u want to show your care , but seriously stop.
You`r only gonna make tings way harder for me . Well its alrdy maximum limit hard now ,but no choice. I can`t wait any longer , i ain`t getting any stronger. There`s a time for giving up , didn`t want to say it.
It`s our last final good night ; just because it feels good there`s no use pretending.
Waiting always ,
alittle too long , you`ll realize one day a little too late.
With love ,
sharen caur.
2ND MAY 2009.
1.27AM.
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